Today started well with me getting up early for the first time in months.
Its now heading towards midday, I am still in undies and a t-shirt and can’t stop crying.
My life feels like such a useless mess at the moment, I am feeling very sad about having no hair today and would do anything to have any.
I have been eagerly looking at design jobs online all week just wishing I could make something of myself, but I feel like I am not good enough to do anything. I look terrible and who would want to employ me anyway.
I really, really really hate today. Please let something happy or positive happen to me soon or I am going to break.